my days have become constant mornings and cool breezes.
i’m regaining my focus now. there was a day i felt a constant jump in my chest. i believe it was 2005. i am determined to become a purist again like i used to be.
there was only a handful who remember this. it was all about living life to the fullest, long walks to nowhere, early in the morning, late at night. going to the zoo, bright eyes, smiles, washed faces, warm embraces.
i’m determined to rediscover that. it was a very good year, before the poorest of choices, before the stresses that adulthood brings. i’m redefining who i am. constant purchasing of Odwallas and cold weather. i had a life. i’m taking it back.
now if i could only just get paid.
brighter days are here.
thank you for listening
